"Then God came to Balaam..."
Friday, June 26, 2026
ThyWill
Friday, June 19, 2026
FierySerpents
"...I have learned (manthano - to be increased in knowledge, to learn by use and practice) in whatever state I am, to be content (autarkes - independent of external circumstances, to be enough, to be satisfied): I know how to be abased, and I know how to abound. Everywhere and in all things I have learned both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."
Philippians 4:11-13
The title of this Sabbath's reading portion is Chukkat, meaning "Ordinance of". As used in Numbers 19:1-2, the word translated as "ordinance" is huqqa/hoq/haqqaq in Hebrew with the meaning: statute, ordinance, limit, established, defined, right, privilege/enactment, decree, prescribed, assigned, definite/inscribe, carve out, engrave, cut in, decree, stamp violently, to be just, truth, necessity, lawgiver. We think of the statutes of God as being "written in stone", but they are truly meant to be written in our hearts as part of a new covenant (see Jer. 31:31-36/Heb. 8:8-12). In this new covenant prophesied by Jeremiah, the LORD also promised to forgive our iniquity, and remember our sin no more. Psalm 119:11 says: "Your word I have hidden in my heart, that I might not sin against You." Personally, I saw in my mind the ordinances of God (which all have fallen short of) violently stamped into or carved out of (see definition above) Messiah/Christ's flesh for our sakes, which was then lifted up on a cross for all men to see. Having then received the Savior into our hearts, we carry this epistle of Messiah/Christ Jesus for our sakes and forgiveness, and for the forgiveness of others who read it in us. Paul wrote: "...clearly you are an epistle of Christ, ministered by us, written not with ink but with the Spirit of the living God, not on tablets of stone but on tablets of flesh, that is, of the heart." (2 Cor. 3:3).
Paul went on to say in the above passage from 2 Cor. 3: "And we have such trust through Christ toward God. Not that we are sufficient of ourselves to think of anything as being from ourselves, but our sufficiency is from God, who also made us ministers of the new covenant, not of the letter but of the Spirit; for the letter kills, but the Spirit gives life." (v. 4-6). These words of Paul agree with his words from Philippians 4 which are written at the top of this page. We are able to trust in God for all things as His ordinances are written in our hearts rather than upon stone.
All of this sets the foundation for this Sabbath's study. In the last few weeks of Sabbath reading portions, the LORD has been dealing with His people concerning some very powerful and ultimately deadly weaknesses within their souls. Those weaknesses were not just common to the Israelites in the wilderness, but to all of us. This Chukkat or "Ordinance of" Sabbath reading portion deals with the dissatisfaction that lies hidden within the soul. It is a soul that is always wanting and never satisfied. The soul has been defined as the mind, heart and will of an individual. It is what makes you, "you". Before the salvation work of Messiah/Christ Jesus, and the transforming work of the Holy Spirit, the soul is carnal and dying. As we read from scripture last week, the carnal mind is at enmity with the Lord. The transforming of the soul, including the renewing of the mind, is a continuing work in progress that we receive by faith and with thanks.
We will see that the Israelites' repeated dissatisfaction affected their response and relationship with the LORD. In the beginning of the reading portion for this Sabbath in Numbers 20, Moses' sister Miriam has died, and there was no water (mayim - water, watersprings, washing, waterflood, refreshment, also meaning water of danger and violence) for the congregation in their location in the Wilderness of Zin ("flat", to prick). (Num. 20:1-2). From the Hebrew meaning of the place, Zin, it would be a place that could get on your nerves. Its meaning includes monotonous flatness that "pricks" at a person's peace and satisfaction.
Because there was no water, the Israelites gathered together against Moses and Aaron and contended (rib - strive, contend, chide, debate, complain, quarrel, grapple, wrangle, adversary, rebuke, to pull, contend with blows with hands) with Moses, saying: "If only we had died when our brethren died before the LORD! Why have you brought up the assembly of the LORD into this wilderness, that we and our animals should die here? And why have you made us come up out of Egypt, to bring us to this evil place?...". (Num. 20:2-5).
As we know, it was not Moses and Aaron who brought the Israelites out of Egypt by miraculous signs and judgments, nor brought them to their current location. It is the LORD who led the tribes of Israel by the hand continually using a column of smoke during the day and a pillar of fire at night.
The contention brought against Moses and Aaron, by the Hebrew meaning of the word rib above, also can include hands-on violence. Also, the dissatisfaction of the people was so consuming that they wished that they had died with those who had previously been killed by the judgment of the LORD. Dissatisfaction (with the LORD) had grown so extreme that they desired and spoke death for themselves.
Moses and Aaron fell on their faces before the door of the tabernacle of meeting and the glory of the LORD appeared and instructed Moses what to do. Moses was to take (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-the-rod and speak (dabar - speak, say, talk, pronounce, command, sing, commune) to the rock before the congregation, and the rock would yield (natan - give, yield, bring, grant, appoint produce, bestow, consecrate, deliver up, utter) its water, enough for (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-the-congregation and (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-their-animals. (Num. 20:6-9).
Moses, perhaps being pricked with dissatisfaction himself, spoke presumptuously to (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-the-assembly with words not commanded by the LORD. Then he "lifted (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-his-hand and struck (naka - slay, kill, beaten, stricken, slaughter, wounded, stripes, scourge, chastise, punish, destroy, give a thrust, subjugate, ravage, murderer) (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-the-rock twice with his rod; and water came out abundantly..." (v. 10-11).
As we can see, whether within the congregation or Moses, dissatisfaction (ultimately with God) eventually yields violence either to self or to others - violence of words or deeds. In this case, terribly, the Rock, which was Messiah/Christ (see1 Cor. 10:1-5, also Heb. 6:4-8), was tortured and crucified (see naka above) with man's dissatisfaction (with God). Dissatisfaction leads to unbelief for which the LORD told Moses that he would not be allowed bring this (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-assembly into the land which the LORD was giving to them. (v. 12). That place in the wilderness was called Meribah, meaning "strife, contention, quarrel, provocation".
In another incident from this Chukkat, "Ordinances of", Sabbath, the people of God had to travel around Edom by the long route along the Dead Sea and "the soul of the people became very discouraged (qasar - shortened, vexed, grieved, impatient, curtail, cut off, loathe, mourn) on the way. And the people spoke against God and against Moses: 'Why have you brought us up out of Egypt to die in this wilderness? For there is no food and no water, and our soul loathes (qus - abhor, weary, loathe, sickening dread, vexed, disgusted, to sever oneself from) this worthless (qeloqel/qalal - contemptible worthless, insubstantial/curse, vile, trifling, of little account, to make despicable, dishonor, bring contempt) bread.' So the LORD sent fiery serpents among the people, and they bit (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-the-people; and many of the people of Israel died." (Num. 21:4-6).
The bread that they spoke of with loathing was the miracle manna that the LORD delivered to them from heaven. This is what they called "worthless". Dissatisfaction with our circumstances, causes even what the LORD has graciously and sometimes miraculously provided to us to become abhorred, dishonored and cursed.
Even so, the LORD prevented further deaths by having Moses lift up the curse represented by a bronze serpent (Jesus became a curse for us: Gal. 3:13-14, Jn. 3:14-15) on a pole for the people to look upon and be saved from death. Imagine, even as the people abhorred His provision and care, the LORD placed the sign of the Messiah/Christ in their midst to deliver them.
What had been a growing dissatisfaction among God's people, had grown into an angry bitterness against God and Moses above. This bitterness was so severe that they wished themselves dead with their brethren who had fallen victim to their own discontent. This angry bitterness released fiery biting serpents in the spirit realm (see also Rev. 9:1-12). The remedy was also spiritual - looking upon Messiah/Christ on the pole/cross.
Is dissatisfaction really that powerful? There are many scriptures that confirm this, including Proverbs 27:20: "Hell (seol - underworld, grave, hell, pit, place of no return, abode of the dead, extreme degradation in sin, without praise of God) and Destruction ('abeda/'abad - lost, perishing, destruction/broken, void, blot out, be exterminated) are never full; So the eyes of man are never satisfied." (see also Prov. 30:15-16).
Paul wrote again: "Now godliness with contentment (autarkeig - a mind contented with sufficiency, a perfect condition of life) is great gain (perismos - source of gain, procuring of furnishing)...And having food and clothing, with these we shall be content." (1 Tim. 6:6-8, excerpt). This verse is not saying that the attaining of wealth is wrong. To me, what it is saying is that the source or provision of gain is godly contentment itself. Paul went on to say that those who desire riches for riches' sake, especially out of a discontent with what one already has, fall into destroying temptation and snares, harmful lusts that lead to destruction and perdition (as we read above in Prov. 27:20). We live in a world that makes a great deal of money from encouraging people to be dissatisfied and to want MORE. It can be difficult to separate ourselves from that thinking. What is the healing and deliverance from "I want MORE!"? Look upon Jesus on the cross and say, "Thank You, LORD. You have filled my soul."
David wrote: "The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want (haser - to lack, be without, decrease, have a need, make lower, be devoid of anything, to cause to want)." David said that the LORD has already prepared the things we need even when surrounded by enemies. He has anointed our heads and caused our cup to overflow. The LORD sends His goodness and mercy to follow after us all of our days. David declares that he will dwell in the house of the LORD forever. (v. 5-6).
From this Chukkat, "Ordinance of" Sabbath reading portion, after delivering a prophetic word from the LORD of troubled times and wickedness ahead, the prophet Habakkuk sings a prophetic song: "Though the fig tree may not blossom, nor fruit be on the vines; Though the labor of the olive may fail, and the fields yield no food; Though the flock may be cut off from the fold, and there be no herd in the stalls - Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the God of my salvation (yesa' - [root of the Hebrew name of Jesus] - deliverance, salvation, rescue, safety, welfare, prosperity, aid, victory). The LORD is my strength; He will make my feet like hinds feet, and He will make me walk on my high hills." (Hab. 3:17-19).
God's ways are not the same as the ways and desires of the world. However, His ways are overcoming ways, ways of breakthrough, and ways of transformation for the body, soul and spirit of man. If we are looking for something MORE, we will find it waiting for us in Him.
If you would like to learn more about this contentment in God, you can join me in my prayer: "LORD of my life and salvation provision, I PRAISE You! Maker of heaven and earth and all of its living inhabitants, I PRAISE and thank You! I glory in all that You have seen ahead and provided for me and for my family. You know of what I have need before I even ask You. As I look upon the Savior, Jesus, whom You provided to save my soul, I am more than content. You have filled me with all good things pertaining to life and godliness. When I hunger and thirst for Your righteousness, You fill and satisfy me. Blessed by Your name. You graciously give me my daily bread, and it is precious to me as coming from Your hand. My soul and life lack nothing as You shine Your face upon me. I receive Your goodness and mercy as You, LORD, have made a place for me in Your house. Your thoughts toward me are so precious and very many is the number of them. Help my soul to always dwell in contentment and satisfaction for all that You do for me. I ask this in the name above every name, Jesus Messiah/Christ. AMEN."
*NOTE: aleph-tav written in Hebrew as אֶת, are the first and last letters of the Hebrew alphabet. The meaning of the two pictographic Hebrew letters can also be interpreted "Adonai (Lord) of the Cross/Covenant". In the New Testament, these letters are translated as Alpha and Omega written as ΑΩ, the first and last letters of the Greek alphabet. These letters are those by which Jesus Christ identifies Himself in the Book of Revelation: see Rev. 1:8, Rev. 21:6, Rev. 22:13.
Friday, June 12, 2026
LivingCenser
Friday, June 5, 2026
DifferentSpirit
The title of this week's Sabbath reading portion is Sh'lach L'cha, which means "Send for yourself." The title comes from the first verse of the Sabbath readings: "And the LORD spoke to Moses, saying, 'Send (salah - send, go, send out, stretch out, sow, let loose, shoot forth) men to spy out (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-the-land of Canaan, which I am giving to the children of Israel; from each tribe of their fathers you shall send a man, every one a leader among them." (Num. 13:1-2).
We will see that the LORD was about to expose something in the hearts of His people that we sometimes call "unbelief" or "disobedience" but is really something far more dark and insidious, something of which we should all be aware.
I will just summarize the account of the twelve spies, leaders among Israel, whom Moses sent to spy out the land which the LORD had promised to give to Israel. Those twelve included Joshua, right-hand-man to Moses who was from the half-tribe of Ephraim, and Caleb, from the tribe of Judah, who was not called a Hebrew in scripture but a Kenizzite, which was one of the Canaanite tribes. (see Gen. 15:17-21, Num. 32:11-12, Josh. 14:6).
The twelve tribes remained on their mission to spy out the land of promise for forty days. When they returned, while admitting that the land was very fruitful, ten of the spies brought back the evil report (diba/dabab/dobe' - evil report, slander, infamy, defamation, whispering, secret slanderer/to creep about, a slanderer/the languor of death) that giants were in the land and the Israelites would not be able to win against them. In scripture then, according to the Hebrew meaning above, the LORD described their report as infamous slander against Him and the inheritance that He had promised to the fathers of Israel. Only Joshua and Caleb insisted that with the LORD on their side, the Israelites would be able to overcome the current inhabitants of the promised land. They urged the Israelites not to fear the inhabitants and not to rebel (marad - bold and audacious in acts of rebellion or disobedience, contumacious [meaning willfully resisting authority, unruly, intractable, insubordinate]) against the LORD.
The Israelites reacted with violence to these words of Joshua and Caleb: "And all the congregation said to stone them with stones." (Num. 14:10). The LORD had to directly intervene, and He was not happy, saying, "How long will these people reject (na'as - despise, abhor, blaspheme, deride, reject with contempt and derision, speak evil of) Me?" (v. 10-11). The command of the LORD to send the twelve spies exposed an abhorrence against Him in the hearts of His people to whom He had shown many signs and wonders. This was not only unbelief and disobedience, but derision and despising according to the Hebrew meaning above. Why this extreme reaction against God and against Joshua and Caleb? We will hopefully find out.
The LORD said this after Moses interceded to Him for forgiveness and mercy towards the people: "...but truly, as I live, (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-all-the-earth shall be filled with the glory of the LORD - because all these men who have seen (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-My-glory and (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-the-signs/miracles which I did in Egypt and in the wilderness, and have put Me to the test now these ten times, and have not heeded My voice, they certainly shall not see (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-the-land of which I swore to their fathers, nor shall any of those who rejected (see na'as above) Me see it. But My servant Caleb, because he has a different spirit (ruah - spirit, Spirit, breath) in him and has followed Me fully, I will bring into the land where he went, and his descendants shall inherit it." (v. 20-24).
The men and leaders of Israel had witnessed the glory of the LORD and His signs and miracles, but still rejected or despised (see na'as above) Him. However, the LORD vowed on His own eternal existence to fill the whole earth with the glory that had been despised by these men. Caleb, however, had a "different spirit" from these other men who despised and rejected the LORD. In fact, the men who rejected and despised the LORD would later die of the plague that comes with the evil report: "But Joshua the son of Nun and Caleb the son of Jephunneh remained alive, of the men who went to spy out (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-the-land." (v. 36-38).
The LORD exposed the very deep despising and violent contempt of man for God and His Messiah/Christ (as indicated by the presence of the *aleph-tav in written Hebrew. See *note below) in this account above, but His answering vow was even greater: to fill the whole earth with His glory. Caleb, the LORD revealed to Moses, was of a different spirit. The Feast of Pentecost has recently passed during which the disciples of Jesus Messiah/Christ received the outpouring of the fire of the Holy Spirit (Ruah HaKodesh in Hebrew). If we take a look at this event on Pentecost more closely, we will see something more about man's violent hatred towards God.
The Feast of Pentecost, or Feast of Weeks, or Shavuot, is directly connected and timed from Passover. This Feast of the LORD is to occur fifty days after Passover according to the law of Moses as given by God. The New Testament account of this Feast day, occurring after Jesus' death, resurrection and ascension, begins: "When the Day of Pentecost had fully come, they (referring to the followers of Jesus) were all with one accord in one place. And suddenly there came a sound from heaven, as of a rushing mighty wind, and it filled the whole house where they were sitting. Then appeared to them divided tongues, as of fire, and one sat upon each of them. And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and began to speak with other tongues, as the Spirit gave them utterance." (Acts 2:1-4).
The disciples of Messiah/Christ are described as being "all with one accord in one place." It sounds good in English and is even often repeated as a goal to attain, however, the Greek reveals something else that is going on here that is not good. The phrase "in one accord" is the Greek word and roots, homothymadon/thymos/thyo. These are the meanings attached to the Greek: "with one mind, with one passion/boiling up fierceness, passion, anger, to rush, breathe hard/to sacrifice, immolate, slay, kill the pascal (Passover) lamb." Jesus wasn't slain for our sins only because of others' unbelief in Him. He was slain in the fierce and passionate anger of man against God. That same anger towards God, according to these verses was still present in the disciples. All mankind had a hand in slaying the Lamb of God, Jesus. Several times in scripture, violently angry, irrationally angry people tried to kill Jesus for what He was saying, but it was not yet His appointed time to die.
The second highlighted phrase from the verses in Acts above, "in one place," is the Greek word and root autos/aer, meaning "themselves, the same/lower air rather than higher rarer air, to breathe unconsciously, to blow the air."
I know that it may be hard to believe that this kind of anger and fierceness towards God and Christ as noted by the Greek meanings above was present in the disciples who had followed Christ, seen miracles with Christ, seen Him crucified, resurrected and later ascended. However, it is confirmed when we look back into the law concerning the Feast of Weeks/Shavuot/Pentecost: "Count fifty days to the day after the seventh Sabbath (from Passover); then you shall offer a new grain offering to the LORD. You shall bring from your dwellings two wave loaves...They shall be of fine flour; they shall be baked with leaven. They are the firstfruits to the LORD." (Lev. 23:16-17). The word "leaven" used here is the Hebrew word hames, which means: "gained by violence and wrong, grieved, cruel, harsh, embittered, sour, oppress, be red or blood-stained, be ruthless, be unjust, violent, to injure." As we can see, the meaning of leaven here is very specific and the hames leaven cannot be a symbol of the Holy Spirit, but just the opposite. The hames leaven of the Feast of Weeks/Shavuot/Pentecost indicates that a violent and unjust cruelty is being lifted up to God as a firstfruits offering. The lifitng up or waving of Jesus on the cross was likewise unjust and atrociously cruel. Jesus sacrificed Himself, in part, to cover and intercede for the very people who were committing this terrible act of hate and violence: "Father forgive them, for they know not what they do." (Lk. 23:34).
However, a "different Spirit" came upon the followers of Jesus that Day of Pentecost after the Holy Spirit came upon them. It changed the disciples. They were not the same. Paul explained the difference between the (Holy) Spirit-filled man and the carnal man: "...do not walk according to the flesh but according to the Spirit. For those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh, but those who live according to the Spirit, the things of the Spirit. For to be carnally minded is death, but to be spiritually minded is life and peace. Because the carnal mind is enmity (ekhthrah/ekhthros - hostility, hatred/hating, odious, enemy, foe, opposing as the devil opposes God, hateful) against God...So then, those who are in the flesh cannot please God...Now if anyone does not have the Spirit of Christ, he is not His...But if the Spirit of Him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, He who raised Jesus from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through His Spirit who dwells in you...For as many as are led by the Spirit of God, these are the sons of God." (Rom. 8:4-14, excerpt). Paul said that the carnal mind of man hates and opposes God in the same manner that Satan hates and opposes God. This is another confirmation of man's natural or fleshly and truly irrational hatred of God. This is what sin does to man - to his mind, to his soul. Paul also wrote about men becoming haters of God. (see Rom. 1:28-31).
Jesus said to His disciples that it was better for them that He goes away to His Father so that He could send the Helper/Comforter, the Spirit of truth. (see Jn. 16:7-15). Even for the disciples of Messiah/Christ on the Day of Pentecost as we see above, and in us today, the Holy Spirit is not just about receiving spiritual gifts, but He is needed and sent by Jesus Christ to work a transformation in our souls. Paul wrote above that to be spiritually minded is life and peace. Caleb, who, as we saw above, was of a "different spirit" was associated with life and peace in scripture. (see Num. 14:38 and Josh. 14:13-15).
The Holy Spirit was present and necessary in the work of transformation from the beginning. When the earth was buried in deep darkness and emptiness, the Holy Spirit hovered (rahap -gently cherish, fluttering, brooding meaning incubating and hatching) over it. Then the Word of creation spoke forth and transformed the darkness of death into the teaming of light and life. (see Gen. 1:1-2, Jn. 1:1-5). We need this transformation working in each of us. Not only that, but we need to pray and desire that our love for the Lord never grows cold or is lost. Jesus warned in scripture that this is a possibility as lawlessness increases. (Mt. 24:12-13, Rev. 2:4-5).
This also helps us to understand what we are seeing in the world today - the irrational hatred of God and the people of God. Jesus spoke of this hatred. (see Jn. 15:18-19). However, the LORD vowed on His own Life after the rejection (see na'as above) of His own people for Him: "...all the earth shall be filled with the glory of the LORD." The prophet Joel confirmed this promise. (see Joel 2:28-29). This starts with each of us as His Spirit of glory fills and transforms us.
If you would like to learn more about being of a "different spirit", and being filled with the transforming Holy Spirit of God, you can join with my prayer: "Beloved Father, Your commandment to us says: 'You shall love ('ahab - love, long for, breathe after, beloved, to produce fruit, to germinate, putting forth) the (*aleph-tav/Alpha and Omega)-LORD your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your strength.' Lord, let Your Word and Your Holy Spirit create and continually revive in me a spiritual mind. Place Your protection around my mind, heart and soul, so that I will always walk in love for You. Let my desire be to love and worship You above all and with all. Holy Spirit, as on the Day of Pentecost, come into my life and fill my soul and spirit with the flames of fire of love for the Lord. Change my carnal mind into the mind of Spirit and of Messiah/Christ. Renew my love for the Lord daily as I pray and declare over my heart, and the hearts of all the earth, the commandment above to love You. I ask and receive these things in the name and by the grace of Jesus. AMEN."
*NOTE: aleph-tav written in Hebrew as אֶת, are the first and last letters of the Hebrew alphabet. The meaning of the two pictographic Hebrew letters can also be interpreted "Adonai (Lord) of the Cross/Covenant". In the New Testament, these letters are translated as Alpha and Omega written as ΑΩ, the first and last letters of the Greek alphabet. These letters are those by which Jesus Christ identifies Himself in the Book of Revelation: see Rev. 1:8, Rev. 21:6, Rev. 22:13.